That sounds terrible reading, hey? It's not, actually. It was one of the best decisions I've made for my mental health. At the end of March, I was diagnosed with Major Depression Disorder, also known as MDD, by a psychologist at Vista Clinic. What can I say? It's still hard to face the truth, even… Continue reading My stay at a psychiatric clinic
Postpartum depression is not easy to avoid. You've just had your baby; your emotions are jumping around, your hormones don't want to work together, you're in pain, your baby won't stop crying, you keep bursting out into tears at random times. You feel like disappearing off the face of the earth. This is quite normal.… Continue reading Are You Struggling with Postpartum Depression?
Every-thing, Thrown away with the ashes of the past. The beauty of hate, darkness reborn. Souls are cracking, silences now torn, Crimson waters boiled. By God, they are cast. Every-day, Souls are forsaken, bodies burnt alive. Screams kept in; memories playing here, A child in the window, weeping in fear, Her demon has taken her… Continue reading Every – You
I've been feeling very optimistic about fitting into my pre-pregnancy clothes. Especially my jeans. "I have a few awesome jeans, okay?" Unfortunately, as quickly as the enthusiasm arrives, it leaves again. I can't fit into anything. It's been a month. Surely one pair would allow me to fit into them.. So its been a month… Continue reading Me but Not Really Me
I cannot tell you that having two kids under the age of four is easy. Especially if one of them is a busy toddler boy while the other is a week old newborn. It's not easy. Knowing where to split your attention between the two while juggling your own sanity is a little complicated... My… Continue reading The First Week
Earlier this week, I had a bit of a breakdown. This breakdown made me realize that I was tethering on the edge of depression, without even realizing it. All this began with me prioritizing my life incorrectly. I was so focused on things that I don’t have, that I shut out the things I do… Continue reading What are You Thankful for?
I stand before you. Insecure and broken. I’m not good enough for love; A thrown away toy. Why did you hurt me? Why did you break me into pieces – I can’t find them all to put myself together again. Will I ever be okay? Will I? Do you love me now? Now that I’m… Continue reading Why Did You?